I'm just a girl, one out of 7 billion, arn't I?
I'm a girl who is mad at the whole world.
I hate it. I hate everyone, and I hate myself.

I always thought I wanted to be the lone wolf.

I never realized how lonely it could really be.

I guess my time is over. I'm never included anymore, just forgotten.

Forgotten like a silent voice on the wind.

So today I went to Dublin, and gosh... It was amazing! I kept a diary during the day, so here we go:

9.05am

Well diary, I am at Central Station with an hour to kill until I leave for Dublin. I have a mocha, so hyperness will ensue! 8D I enjoyed my train from Bangor, although it felt like an eternity while I was on it. I'm guessing it was nerves. Still no yes from Ben, but oh well. I can't wait to see the others.


10:10am

Hi again! I'm on the train. It doesn't leave for another 25 minutes but I don't mind. I am so excited! I'm shaking in excitement. Lydia wants me to look out the window soulfully and hum the Harry Potter tune LOL. The train smells funny. >>; I'll write back later.


11.43am

Diary.
Just crossed the border. This is fun! I wonder if anyone's in town yet. Is Ken up? XD I hope Ben makes it. *Rambles*

Halfway there.


2.40pm

Dear Diary,

I met a Xiggy today and he was fantabulous! =D Also an awesome-sauce-rific Alice! ^_^ I'm in Yammamori's right now. Ramen and rice. Yum! We're going to the park after this. Oh, and I've given up on Ben for today.


6.10pm

Dear Diary.

On my way home now, I just got on the train. I love Dublin, and Yammamori's was fun, even though I didn't finish my food. We went to the park after, it was fun. I got drawn on in super permanent markers. We met Aaron there! Jess gave Ken a red ribbon and I kept chasing after it. Also, fire = rape. Firefly. Firework. 8D Hehe.

Oh. Ben never showed and I think his friends hate me, for telling him that they said he probably stayed home gaming. Xiggy kept giving me glary looks when he spoke to me. >:

Aoife and I accidently lost the others when we were pretty much legging it to get her bus. Then I was alone and panicky, but I found the train station. Ken, Zaraki and Jess caught up and I gave them goodbye hugs.

It was epic. Bring on Easter!

P.S. I want to go on a Luas! =D


- Eri

So today my mother bought me some new bed covers and sheets, all blue. {Kinda would have preferred green, but it's a nice blue, so. XD} Just now we were putting them on my bed. It was funny, we kind of epically failed because we had the duvet in the duvet cover the wrong way.

Mum described putting the duvet in the cover as "trying to put a live octapus into a string bag". It really was, there was so much duvet everywhere! Then we had the duvet around the wrong way and we were both confused for a minute. Mum was trying to shake one end of the duvet to the top so it filled the cover better, but it wasn't working. Whilst doing this, the duvet hit me up the face. My quote was; "Angry octapus is angry."

Eventually we got it sorted, and my bed now looks very blue. I love it!

Also. Mum said I can draw on my walls. In pencil. XD! They'll be getting repainted soon, so.

- Eri

So, tomorrow when I'm going to Dublin I was supposed to be seeing one of my friends who... I like a lot. We were going to go to the cinema but... His mum's keeping him home to study or something. So... I can't see him.


I... don't even want to go anymore.
I'm really torn up about this.


- Eri

For the past two days I have been very sick, no fun at all. I'm not totally sure what illness or whatever I have, but I've had a really sensitive stomach. It feels as if someone has tied a rope around my stomach and back, really tightly. On the brighter side though, I am getting better, and I've had two days off school. {Probably not a good thing, seeing as my attendance is so bad already}.

While being home-bound, I really haven't done anything productive. Yesterday I spent most of the day in bed in pain, facebooking and general internetting. Oh, I watched some telly with mum too. Bonding time, haha. My three cats have been angels, curling up in bed with me. They're like hot water bottles, I love them. Today well, I practiced piano. I had my first lesson on Wednesday {well, my first lesson since February 08 when I still lived in England}. It was really good, my teacher is very nice. I'm picking up sight reading quite quickly.

Next Thursday in school I have a performance infront of the whole senior assembly! Totally nerve-wracking, right? The whole music department in school is putting on a show. I think it's two people from each year. In my year it's myself and my friend Rebecca who plays the flute. I'm actually pretty excited, I'm going to play "Lilium - Music Box Version".

Tomorrow I'm going to Dublin, which I am very excited about. I haven't been since November, and I miss my friends a lot. It will be so much fun to see everyone! Hugs all around I'm guessing. Plus a trip to the cinema to see the new Alice in Wonderland, and a visit to Yammamori's... Oh it will be good!

Random fact: I have been a vegetarian for two weeks!


I'll write again soon.

- Eri